Ng ganyan sa ‘kin
Wag mo akong kulitin
Wag mo akong tanungin
Dahil katulad mo
Ako rin ay nagbago
Di na tayo katulad ng dati
Kay bilis ng sandali
O kay tagal kitang minahal
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/s/sugarfree/burnout.html ]
Kung iisipin mo
Di naman dati ganito
Teka muna teka lang
Kailan tayo nailang
Kung iisipin mo
Di naman dati ganito
Kay bilis kasi ng buhay
Pati tayo natangay
O kay tagal kitang minahal
Tinatawag kita
Sinusuyo kita
Di mo man marinig
Di mo man madama
O kay tagal kitang mamahalin
Ilan taon nang nagdaan
Di ko pa rin natitikman na ang
Ika’y mahalikan
At madama ang yong kamay
Hinahaplos ang aking mukha hindi
Mo ba nakikita
Na ako’y maghihintay kailan pa
Man
Hindi magbabago ikaw lang
Ang laman ng puso ko
Naaalala mo pa ba
Inaawitan pa kita halos lahat
Ay nagawa
Di mo pa rin naramdaman
Kahit isang sulyap man lang
Sana naman ay pagbibigyan
Oh, dapat malaman mo na
Ako’y mamamatay
Kung di kita kapiling habang
Buhay
Dapat malaman mo na ikaw
Lamang ang syang
Minamahal kailanman
medyo unknown ung song sa karamihan kasi hindi naman sila nag-album launch nito..talagang napapaisip na ko eh...disturbed kumbaga...madami akong kelangan gawin so dapat yun ung ginagawa ko ngayon diba?..pero hindi eh......
so nabanggit ni father kanina sa mass na mangumpisal na diba?...so eto na yun...
IF YOU ARE INTERESTED JUST KEEP ON READING....
so ito na ang major confession ko...once ko palang gagawin to...dala na rin siguro ng matinding pag-iisip....its all about her....
nung una hindi ko sya napapansin..as in wala..hindi ko feel..kasi hindi ko pa sya kilala nung time na un..alam ko LB (legislative board) sya ng organization namin and i'm an EB (Executive Board) at that time.. di ko alam kung ano ng position ko nun, kung finance ba or operations na..pero sya, head of performers..hanggang ngayon..
hindi ko nga alam kung pano nangyari eh..pero dahil lang sa isang message sa isang website nagsimula..i started to know more about her and sobrang naging kaclose na..as in..she's really fun to be with..todo kung todo eh..the most cheerful girl i have ever met in my life..
define charming (in her own ways), beautiful, smart, bubbly, energetic etc.. sya na eh.. her own little ways make her unique from anyone else..sobrang sweet, caring kahit na medyo sadista, still ramdam mo ung care nya...kakaiba sya talaga...
shooting days palang ng Telecine (part ng RTV na pinageeffortan talaga ng bawat group) talagang magkatext na kami..parang walang araw na hindi kami nagkakausap..and there was a time na last days ng shoot for the film na 3days straight kaming nagsshoot..yup..72 hours kaming gising..rush mode na ung group namin kasi andami pang hindi tapos...alam ko medyo nagkatampuhan pa kami nun..kasi hindi sya nagrereply sa text ko so i kinda think na galit sya..then i got surprised na around 11pm or 12 nagtext sya..saying na she's still up and drinking a little..then i replied..and then she said if i want her to stay up para may kausap ako...yup..its 11:36pm "jan parin kau? do u want me to stay up para may kausap ka?" yan ung pinakatext nya...and as far as i can remember she called up that night...
nakapagpahinga naman ako nun, power nap,, 1hour lang then go na ulit sa shoot..siguro mga around 6 or 7am..tumawag sya para maggood morning and makausap ako..it really made my day kasi wala namang natawag sakin para lang kumustahin ako eh..she's the first one to do that and sa ganung oras...marami pang nangyari that day na ikinatuwa ko..as in..dahil sakanya.....
i decided to confess everything to her nung night ng Gawad Tala '10 (awarding event for RTV Productions).. and yes kung ano man ung sinabi ko nung night na yun..totoo un..
i wanna say I Love You..
hindi to joke..it's really what i feel..
I love you..
may reason na akong bumalik dito ngayong nasabi ko na sayo..
i won't leave you no matter what...
and the rest was history....tanda ko pa diba?..i won't forget that night and time na binigay sakin to confess like that..it's like my final moment in life..
i still hold on to my words that night...its for real..i won't write 10 sets of blog about a person kung wala lang diba...there's no one like her...
eto nga pala ung tumugtog sa isip ko nung time na un......
Feels Like by Sugarfree
the song really fits the mood that night and how i felt...and when i see pictures of us..ahh grabe, brings back memories...nakakatawa mang isipin pero its a dream that came true that night....wala na kong mahihiling pa nung time na yun...
this would end this part of confession...marami pa sana pero i've ran out of time...
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