loud soundtrip plus alot of layouts to do...this is sembreak!!!!! garrrrr!!! :))

one problem down..thousands more to go...

bored

just another entry...

wala...

after that day parang walang nangyari.. as if walang naganap na kahit na ano.. It seems that she gave up on that very same day.. and anything that i have done doesn't have any meaning nor effect on her.. 

What more can i do?..

It seems like i'm back to the drawing board again doing nothing.. and this time totally nothing..its kinda hard to determine whether things have certain effect on a person.. and thats what i wanna understand that night..

i don't wanna call it wasted effort because i've decided to go for it in the name of love.. must be ready to do anything for the one you love right?.. 

well i guess this is it for now.. i'm not quitting.. rather i'm taking a break.. i don't know for how long this time.. only time and other circumstances can tell..

don't worry.. i'll just be here whenever you need me...

just look over your shoulder and i'll be there always...

"to fight seems the only way to go.. and waiting is another way of fighting...." - papa jack

4:37pm JFH Kubo 10/11/11

rain rain go away...

morning blog entry....

6:16am Tuesday October 4 2011

its a good morning world.. hindi padin ako natutulog.. enjoying my 14th cup of coffee right now and maybe 15th would be the last one for this morning.. have unpacked new batch of coffee earlier.. so medyo matatahimik muna ako mamaya and thats cool for me..

may reporting nga pala kami ngayon..and di ko alam kung bakit hindi kami nangangarag..feeling kasi namin saglit lang mamaya ung gagawin..wapakels na..bahala na si batman tutal malakas naman loob nya eh at sya ang gumagawa ng lahat para sa lahat..

2 days to go...2 days nalang..konting tiis pa.. kahit feeling mo na bumalik ulit sa dati at parang dejavu na ang lahat..konting tiis lang..nakatiis ka dati hindi ba? nakapaghintay ka din naman ng matagal na panahon..ano ba naman ung dalawang araw na paghihintay kahit sa tingin mong may tsansang huli na ang lahat? last bet mo na to..ika nga nila.. put your aces on the table na.. and just hope that it will do you good in the long run..malay mo may mangyaring hindi mo inaasahan for that day.. wag kang mawalan ng pag-asa.. kahit sabihin mong ngayon mo lang gagawin to..maniwala ka lang sa sarili mo at magiging okay lang din ang lahat..kahit sa tingin mong hindi na to uso.. eh un lang ang alam mo.. un din ang maganda dun kasi kakaunti nalang ang naglalakas loob na gawin un..mas malala pa un sa "leap of faith" ng mga assassin, mas nakakakaba kesa sa "canyon race" mo sa Need For Speed, at mas pamatay kesa sa mga "juggle moves" mo sa tekken.. pero ang maganda jan, mas totoo pa yun kesa sa Ripley's Believe it or Not, may tsansang magkatotoo ang "sands of time" ng Prince of Persia para sayo, at mapatunayan mong kaya mong gawin ang "Dance of the Fire Whip" ni Kratos sa God of War.. pero pero pero... baka un din ang maging "The End" mo tulad ng ginagawa ni Selphie sa Final Fantasy 8...

pero kung ako sayo itutuloy ko lang kesa magdalawang isip ka jan na ipagpaliban nalang..this would be a special one and kahit walang mangyari, atleast alam mong you have done something na hindi magagawa ng iba..mahal mo diba? sabihin mong mahal mo! ipaglaban mo! malay mo naghihintay lang sya! kahit feeling mo binabalewala ka lang nya.. gawin mo! maghihintay ako sa gagawin mo....