Sunday, October 30, 2011
Saturday, October 29, 2011
Thursday, October 27, 2011
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
just another entry...
Saturday, October 8, 2011
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
morning blog entry....
Sunday, September 18, 2011
partey thoughts...
so andito ako kina ikatlo..yeah..trip ko lang tawagin syang ikatlo.kasi apat kami..pangatlo sya..wala lang.. wala lang akong magawa kaya ako nakakapagtype dito..
di ko alam kung anong ilalagay ko..kung dapat ba nagsasaya ako o malungkot..di ko alam eh.. may mga pagkakataon na sobrang saya biglang mawawala..meron din namang times na malungkot pero sasaya bigla..tyempuhan lang ata eh..nadedevelop nanaman ung mood swings ko...
maikli lang muna..update ko nalang mamaya...papakasaya muna despite of problems and mood swings..
-but i will...
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Sunday, August 28, 2011
here i am again with my songs...
Sunday, August 21, 2011
soundtrip lang, pampawala stress
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Compose Blog Entry
Sunday, July 24, 2011
faults...
I don't want her to go away..i don't want her to..but i didn't entirely notice the things that i am doing are the ones making her go.. i still want to be with her..before i sleep and right after waking up, i check my phone hoping for just a single text message from her to show up in the screen..even waking up in the middle of the night just to see my phone..
i have turned my back on her..but just days of not talking to her months ago, i found out i made the worst decision i had made in my life..i wanna talk to her already the time she stayed late in the kubo after the OJT seminar...but i think that the "torpe feeling" Franny told me had taken effect that time..and up until now..i am a fool to let that feeling rule over me and i am the fool that turned his back on someone he loves..
i have broken a promise i have made with someone..i'm not gonna tell that person's name..as j said, i have broken a promise i have uttered to that person.. "i won't hurt her and i won't turn away"...i am the person who fulfills his promises but i did break that promise so i feel ashamed of myself until now...
i am thinking these past few weeks..i wanna go back..but will she gave me another chance for it? i know i have asked chances before and i know that it is too much to ask right now.. i just want to show my feelings for her and i won't leave her again...i'll kill this "torpe feeling" right now if needed..
i know that i have done things to hurt her.. i just want to show or just tell her how sorry i am for doing those stupid things..to show how much i care for her.. to show and let her feel how i love her so....
"But now, every time I think of the time that I want to tell you that I want to be with you, I just can't imagine how I can be the person for you, and give you everything that you deserve." - Ninja Friend....
Saturday, July 23, 2011
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Sunday, July 10, 2011
late entry..
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Life ~ Time
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Thursday, June 23, 2011
listen to both....
Saturday, June 18, 2011
short stop.....
the first week of the sem finally ended...rest mode...i actually can't decide if i should come to toycon or not...yes, i wanted to go...but given the circumstances and current status of my actions and behavior...i do not want to decide at all..i'm waiting for confirmations.....
"Gusto kitang mayakap, sa araw-araw. Gusto ko talaga. Pero sa tuwing maiisip kong gawin yun, nakikita kong masaya ka naman pala. Pero sana mapasaya din kita, sa abot ng makakaya ko. Sobrang miss na miss na kita." - got this from a friend of mine......same feelings.....
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
Monday, June 13, 2011
get up~! / think-a-lots part 31
Friday, June 10, 2011
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
quote quote / think-a-lots part 30
Okay, so isa-isahin natin. Bakit nga ba ako nag-he-hesitate na sumulong? Una, yung nasira kong pangako ng oras. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, busy-busyhan ka kasi eh, gago ka. Pero sinabi ko, na I'm trying to balance everything. Gusto kong patunayan na kaya ko naman ang lahat basta may tamang management. Binibigyan ng panahon ang lahat ng bagay as fair as I can. Pero totoo, may mga oras ngang dapat nandun ako, pero hindi ko nagawa. Pero ayokong magdahilan. Totoo naman kasi yung sinasabi ko na may responsibilidad ako sa bahay na hindi ko naman talaga maiwan. Call me a home body mama's boy. Pero, trust me, wala kasing ibang magtutulungan. Now to my second point, lagi na lang kasi akong may sabit. Everytime na lang. I would do something na hindi ko namamalayan. Super manhid nga naman ako. Nasaktan ko na, hindi ko pa alam. And I do not deny that. Baduy na ako, no? Go get a beer, para maaliw ka na lang.
Pero above all these, lagi naman ako nagsasabing, na ginagawa ko ang lahat para magbago na ako. Totoo, I'm really trying hard. Minsan lang talaga may mga limitation din ako. De, totoo, wag na tayong magbiruan at magkunwari. Kasi totoo naman, hindi ako tulad ng maraming lalaki. Wala akong absolute freedom, kasi I have responsibilities, sabi ko nga kanina. Pero, as much as possible, I try to make up for those time na nawala ko. Isa pang bagay, hindi naman talaga ako creative, so I cannot put on a show any time kahit gustuhin ko pa, kailangan man o hindi. "
ito ang blog ni matinding ninja..hindi ko alam pero ganitong ganito din ang nararamdaman ko sa ngayon.. i won't deny anything written in here..
this one is from me......it would serve as my own message for her....
...ever.....
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
i wanna chill / think-a-lots part 29
actually i didn't open this up..after i signed in to my account it just so happen that it automatically been redirected to this entry..
as of now..i'm sipping in hot coffee while inside the office, PSP music..i wanna chill as long as i can before starting my work..
still a bit undecided on what i am supposed to do when that day comes.. the guy who is always sure on what he'll do became the guy who's not sure on everything.. what the heck man... in the most simplest things he become so unsure of it..leaving the decision part to hang on a balance.. what will happen if i still think this way when that day comes.. i'm preparing myself to straighten the way i see things around me..
the feeling's the same.. it's the only thing that keeps me going for 2 long months... so i should say..
it feels good seeing her yesterday, still equipped with the smile and the aura i fell in love with..
Sunday, June 5, 2011
Saturday, June 4, 2011
Gandhi said that whatever you do in life will be insignificant, but it's very important that you do it because nobody else will. Like when someone comes into your life and half of you says: "You're nowhere near ready". And the other half says: "Make her yours forever". They asked me what would I say if I knew you could hear me. I said: "I do know. I love you. God, I miss you..
Thursday, June 2, 2011
a reblog from some app..
Generally, you use your powers for good (okay..?). You excel at solving other people's problems (their problem, not mine).
Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest (maybe...).
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection (quite the opposite).
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive (somewhat).
You have the classic "Type A" personality (i don't know what this is about).
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life (dunno about this too).
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you (agree).
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself (heck yeah).
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow (*fist-bump*).
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily (*fist-bump again*).
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is (the heck..my fists are hurting.. *fist-bump again*).
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Friday, May 27, 2011
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
End of the World daw / think-a-lots part 28
end of the world daw oh..di naman ako naniwala,, well in fact excited pa nga ako with matching countdown with my highschool tropa..
it was one of the best parties ever..sobrang saya..may use din pala ung pagbili namin ng Tequila at Vodka out of nowhere.. almost 30 shots ng drinks combined...and still di parin bagsak..kaso i can say ung iba talagang tropa eh hindi na sanay uminom ng maramihan kaya napatigil agad.. pero comes the best part of all..kapag wasak na karamihan at dalawa nalang kaming hindi bumabagsak..maraming magandang nangyayari and in fact hindi mo iisipin na ganun pala iniisip ng mga katropa mo sayo..na i can say nakakagaan ng pakiramdam lalo na't malalaman mong hindi lang pala ikaw ung may problemang dinadala..nalaman nilang may iba pa samin na may prob..biglang lumabas yung rason kung bakit naitatag ang samahan ng Trekking (yup,,sorry pero pasimuno ako nung 2nd year)..ang tropang mahilig maglakad kapag uwian na walang ginawa kundi magkamustahan at magkwentuhan..tulad nga ng sinabi ko, kung saan kami dalhin ng mga paa namin, susunod at susunod lang kami..and yeah..sa tinagal tagal ng panahon dito kami dinala ng mga paa namin..marami ngang pinagdaanan pero hindi parin naghiwahiwalay ng landas..damayan kung damayan..at yun nga ang nangyari sa end of the world party namin..damayan to the max..with matching games of monopoply with the high tech calculator specially for monopoly use only..di ko alam kung ganun lang ba sila (kahit na almost buong buhay ko eh kilala ko na sila) kapag nakainom oh sadyang ganun lang sila kadaling umintindi..di na ko magugulat na magaling sila mag-advice kasi alam ko napagdaanan na nila lahat yung mga bagay na yun pero bilib din ako nung nagadvice sila sa kanya kanyang problema na akala mo kahit impossible magiging possible kapag nagadvice na sila..
one of my friends started to say something to everyone of us..oo may tama na sya nun kaya pinatigil na namin..dahil din sa sinabi nya kaya ko sinimulang kausapin ang sarili ko after a few days..she said.. "you're weird in a sense na ikaw ung weird na nakakatuwa..konti lang ung nakakakilala at nakakaintindi pero kung sino man yang girl na kinwento ni insert name here samin..swerte kasi may nakilala ka ng nakakaintindi sa kaweirdohan mo in a good way"..and yep dahil jan nagawa kong magmonologue..kinausap ko ang sarili ko..
fad na nga ata ngayon ang pakikipagusap sa saril..tulad na nga rin ng ginagawa ko nung isang araw...yung isa sa mga taong nakilala ko and hopefully naintindihan ung pagkaweirdo ko eh naisantabi ko..hindi naman sa naisantabi pero hindi ko magawang makausap..well..paulit ulit nalang sa mga blog ko....paulit ulit ko na rin lang inaaway si conscience na walang kasalanan..haii..tulad nga ng nabasa ko sa blog ng isang fraternity brother ko dito sa fb..
Mai Madrigal
JM Oleo
Bien Sutacio
Kelci Francia
Nikki Policarpio
JD Taping
sabi ni bien, sagot nya na ang BACARDI sa susunod na party..
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
message / think-a-lots part 27
9:27AM May 17 2011 Tuesday
sinisipon ako..bow...
andito na sa office and as usual wala pang ginagawa...maghihintay lang ng ipapagawa..kaya blog muna..its been 5days since last blog ko i think (yep inuupdate ko lang ung last blog kasi maikli lang naman yung mga dinadagdag ko.)..actually andami ko na ngang gustong ilagay dito kung di lang ako occupied ng work at ng assignments..yung iba nakalimutan ko na kaya ung pinaka bago nalang sa utak ko ung ilalagay ko..
the weekends are far than ok...wala namang magandang nangyari..nakinig lang ako sa mga pinagsasabi ng mome ko sakin over sa isang convo namin..andami ko na kasing nabasa kaya it's better kung sundin ko nalang si mome..i'm very lucky to have a mom, a friend and a bitch rolled into one person which is actually my bestfriend too (yes she's my seatmate at first then became shitmate and the rest was history)..love you mome..
i enjoyed talking to mome that day..she made me rethink of things and made me realize something....
last sunday bii texted in the middle of the night..as an insomniac right now..she asked if i'm still awake and luckily i am..she needs someone to talk to that time so i gave my time to talk to her as i myself is in need of someone to talk to too.. maganda sa pakiramdam na may makausap ka about stuffs that happens to you..and same with someone sharing their own problems..after all she's like a real daughter to me..so its pretty fine talking with her in the middle of the night...
it really made me feel okay when i talked to my bud about my problems..(yes, while at work over yahoo messenger)..that time i called him the ninja operator cause yeah, we're not allowed to use yahoo messenger while at work..he understood the situation very easily and we talked about it for hours..he made me realize what to do..where am i know..and what i should think of..i know for myself that he's telling everything he wants to tell me and i know for sure that its a brotherly advice.....i kept telling myself that i'm drawing blank..drawing blank all the time..(at dahil nawala ako sa mood magtype..ipopost ko nalang ung convo namin..)
6:33:52 PM Bogs huli ka balbon!
6:33:57 PM Bogs :-))
6:36:43 PM paolo_coates_02 huli ka ninja!
6:36:45 PM paolo_coates_02 :))
6:37:08 PM paolo_coates_02 ninja may tanong ako
6:37:10 PM paolo_coates_02 hahah
6:37:13 PM paolo_coates_02 about ojt
6:37:27 PM Bogs "Yes, ano yun" <--Boses ate Noi.
6:37:50 PM paolo_coates_02 diba hindi tayo pwedeng sumama kung may overnight chorva ung company?
6:38:23 PM Bogs pwede naman, as long as, according to ma'am anni, alam nila..
6:38:29 PM Bogs saan kayo pupunta?
6:39:29 PM paolo_coates_02 kasi kasal nung officer namin..eh sinabihan kami na sumama kasi maghahndle ng event..di ko lang alam kung saan...
6:39:45 PM paolo_coates_02 tapos may event pa after
6:41:18 PM Bogs ah.. hmm, sa palagay ko, kailangang ipaalam sa department.. kahit through a letter, OR, sumama ka na, just have your superior sign a proof na sumama sa kanya under your conscious consent na parte pa rin yun ng ojt and is counted to the number of hours.
6:43:20 PM paolo_coates_02 kasi sa 27 pa naman un..ang kaso lang tinatanong na kami..hindi naman kami makapagdecide kasi ang sabi namin iccheck namin sa department kung pwede..
6:43:40 PM paolo_coates_02 kasi hindi sinabi samin kung saan ung place eh
6:44:03 PM Bogs ah, so yun nga, ang nasa isip ko, yung secodn option na binanggit ko..
6:44:45 PM paolo_coates_02 kasi ang alam ko kasi hindi pwede kapag out of town diba?
6:44:45 PM Bogs basta ba hindi ka sa Libya o sa Basilan dadalin eh.
6:45:21 PM Bogs yeah, yun din naalala ko, pero sabi din ni ma'am anni, basta may consistent communication, ano man gagawin na out of usual na trabaho..
6:48:59 PM paolo_coates_02 may number ka ni mam annie tots?
6:49:07 PM paolo_coates_02 ung isang event nalang di ko alam pre
6:49:11 PM paolo_coates_02 ung Japan Night
6:49:12 PM paolo_coates_02 hahah
6:49:24 PM Bogs wait, check ko lang,
6:49:38 PM Bogs ***********, ayan..
6:49:52 PM Bogs wow! Japan Night! uwian mo ako ng goodie bags mo pag na-ninja ka..
6:50:14 PM paolo_coates_02 ah okay thanks..text ko nalang siguro sya..ung kasal kasi sa Moonwalk lang..nature church..
6:50:19 PM paolo_coates_02 tapos ung Japan Night hindi ko pa alam
6:50:34 PM Bogs eh sa Moonwalk naman pala.
6:50:39 PM Bogs pwede na siguro yan.
6:50:46 PM paolo_coates_02 ung japan night hindi namin alam
6:50:46 PM Bogs akala ko pa man din sa Maguindanao..
6:50:49 PM paolo_coates_02 no idea talaga
6:50:56 PM Bogs Japan Night, malapit lang
6:51:03 PM Bogs sa Tokyo, bandang kaliwa
6:51:10 PM paolo_coates_02 tol baha
6:51:13 PM Bogs pangalawang kanto sa may Shibuya
6:51:21 PM Bogs pag nakita mo yung tindahan
6:51:32 PM Bogs pasok ka, pangatlong gate, yung may asong kulay blue..
7:15:34 PM paolo_coates_02 hahahah
7:16:08 PM paolo_coates_02 kulay blue na aso?
7:16:12 PM paolo_coates_02 astig mehn
7:16:15 PM Bogs ay sorry mali pala
7:16:23 PM Bogs blue na pusa
7:16:34 PM Bogs tanong mo na lang, kung siya yung supplier ng hopia..
7:16:49 PM paolo_coates_02 ahhh sige sige
7:16:59 PM paolo_coates_02 lagi ba ung may kasamang nakadilaw na bata?
7:18:13 PM Bogs di ko lang sure kung doon pa nakatira, baka lumipat na yuneh..
7:18:28 PM Bogs yuck and tanda na kaya ni Nobita, 1970s pa yung anime eh..
7:18:35 PM paolo_coates_02 hahahaha
7:18:45 PM paolo_coates_02 so hindi na sya bata pero nakadilaw padin syang damit
7:18:46 PM paolo_coates_02 wahahah
7:18:54 PM Bogs weird..
7:19:20 PM paolo_coates_02 hahaha..tapos un padin ung shorts nya after almost 40 years
7:19:31 PM Bogs yuck, hipster lolo
7:20:18 PM paolo_coates_02 hahah..hipster ang putek
7:20:33 PM paolo_coates_02 kita legs amp
7:20:39 PM paolo_coates_02 \m/
7:20:55 PM Bogs oops.
7:20:56 PM Bogs hahah!
7:21:17 PM paolo_coates_02 haha..syet
7:21:21 PM paolo_coates_02 di ko maimagine
7:21:54 PM paolo_coates_02 eeww talaga
7:22:24 PM Bogs :-&
7:22:31 PM paolo_coates_02 hahaha
7:22:36 PM paolo_coates_02 masuka suka amp
7:22:41 PM paolo_coates_02 wait lang lipat ako
7:27:05 PM paolo_coates_02 ninja back
7:27:07 PM paolo_coates_02 :D
7:28:01 PM Bogs ninja front.
7:28:15 PM paolo_coates_02 got your back
7:28:27 PM paolo_coates_02 here's your spine look!
7:28:30 PM paolo_coates_02 hahahah
7:28:36 PM Bogs yak
7:29:00 PM paolo_coates_02 hahaha
7:30:07 PM paolo_coates_02 busy ba tol?
7:30:23 PM Bogs di naman masyado, chill lang, literal.
7:30:31 PM Bogs 16 degrees ng aircon.
7:30:43 PM Bogs mga polar bear mga tao dito, anak ng *)&#
7:31:35 PM paolo_coates_02 hahah
7:31:37 PM paolo_coates_02 dito hindi
7:31:51 PM paolo_coates_02 malamig lang talaga kasi sakin nakatapat ung aircon
7:31:51 PM paolo_coates_02 hahah
7:33:01 PM Bogs panalo..
7:33:02 PM Bogs :))
7:34:05 PM paolo_coates_02 nagiging polar bear na ko
7:34:15 PM paolo_coates_02 magiging cross breed ng ninja at polar bear
7:34:21 PM Bogs paano pa ako, attack bear ng soviet..
7:35:47 PM paolo_coates_02 haha
7:35:52 PM paolo_coates_02 ung attack bear na nakajacket pa
7:35:52 PM paolo_coates_02 wahahahah
7:36:43 PM Bogs tumpak
7:37:00 PM paolo_coates_02 magiging polar bear ka na din katulad ng mga kasamahan mo jan
7:37:16 PM Bogs di mo na ako makililala, may shield na ako sa balikat..
7:37:36 PM paolo_coates_02 hahah
7:37:38 PM paolo_coates_02 tapos nakapula ka na
7:40:17 PM Bogs that's right..
7:55:04 PM paolo_coates_02 :))
8:00:20 PM paolo_coates_02 <ding>
8:00:23 PM paolo_coates_02 tol tol tol
8:00:26 PM Bogs ow
8:00:40 PM paolo_coates_02 pahiram naman ako ng ADobo magazine
8:01:08 PM paolo_coates_02 kasi nabasa ko ung isang edition nya na may top advertisers sa likod
8:01:22 PM paolo_coates_02 medyo need ko kasi eh...
8:01:37 PM Bogs alright..
8:02:26 PM paolo_coates_02 thanks man..baka sa sat ko nalang kunin?
8:02:37 PM Bogs and then go
8:02:46 PM paolo_coates_02 thanks
8:06:31 PM paolo_coates_02 wazzup for lunch there?
8:06:48 PM Bogs wala pa ako lunch eh..
8:06:53 PM Bogs baka mcdo na lang..
8:06:55 PM Bogs :)
8:07:06 PM paolo_coates_02 waw
8:07:07 PM paolo_coates_02 :))
8:11:14 PM Bogs wasak..
8:11:58 PM paolo_coates_02 hahah
8:11:59 PM paolo_coates_02 ako longgadogs lang
8:13:13 PM Bogs panalo
8:13:26 PM paolo_coates_02 panalong tutong
8:13:34 PM Bogs hahahaha!
8:25:01 PM paolo_coates_02 ahahahaha
8:35:57 PM paolo_coates_02 <ding>
8:36:00 PM paolo_coates_02 peso dollar converter na site pre?
8:36:01 PM Bogs o
8:36:06 PM Bogs oanda
8:36:13 PM paolo_coates_02 thanks
9:09:35 PM paolo_coates_02 oi ninja
9:09:36 PM paolo_coates_02 lunch time na
9:09:45 PM Bogs haha, di pa uso dito..
9:09:48 PM Bogs :))
9:57:36 PM paolo_coates_02 haha
9:57:37 PM paolo_coates_02 back
9:57:37 PM paolo_coates_02 :))
10:02:24 PM paolo_coates_02 wazzup ninja bud
10:10:38 PM Bogs NINJAAAAAA!
10:10:45 PM Bogs naknang, nag-a-angry birds yung boss ko dito..
10:11:06 PM paolo_coates_02 hahahah
10:11:09 PM paolo_coates_02 part ng trabaho yan
10:11:12 PM paolo_coates_02 wag kang ganyan
10:11:51 PM Bogs alright..
10:11:52 PM Bogs :))
10:11:58 PM Bogs (ang daling kausap)
10:13:49 PM paolo_coates_02 hahahah
10:13:52 PM paolo_coates_02 maglaro ka na lang din
10:13:55 PM paolo_coates_02 ok lang yan
10:13:59 PM paolo_coates_02 its all part of the job
10:14:00 PM paolo_coates_02 :))
12:03:44 AM paolo_coates_02 pssssttt
12:03:48 AM Bogs ow
12:03:54 AM paolo_coates_02 ow
12:14:56 AM paolo_coates_02 sasabog na ko bro
12:15:05 AM Bogs kaya mo yan
12:15:22 AM paolo_coates_02 affected much?..haha
12:15:30 AM Bogs bakit?
12:15:35 AM Bogs anong nagaganap?
12:15:47 AM paolo_coates_02 andami ko na kasing nabasa sa plurk for one day..di ko na kaya pag may dumagdag pa
12:15:54 AM paolo_coates_02 hinihintay ko lang reply ni jam eh...
12:16:06 AM Bogs how can i help you today?
12:16:11 AM Bogs (Call center voice)
12:16:44 AM paolo_coates_02 i don't know..what can you do? (asking the operator)
12:17:01 AM Bogs I am a technical support representative
12:17:20 AM paolo_coates_02 nah..you can't fix it like that...how about others?
12:17:22 AM Bogs What seems to be the problem?
12:18:00 AM paolo_coates_02 everything..everything's a mess right now...
12:18:38 AM paolo_coates_02 mr operator..can i ask you something?
12:18:45 AM Bogs what is that?
12:20:22 AM paolo_coates_02 writing a blog is what i do during my free time..putting my thoughts there all the time cause right now i can't say it directly..as i said earlier,..everything is a mess right now..now tell me..why is a certain person read my blog?..
12:21:58 AM Bogs hmm, this doesn't explain the situation, but I'll tell you the answer based on my perspective
12:23:00 AM Bogs blog is meant to be read actually, but not for, most of the time, the topics of personal endeavors..
12:23:20 AM Bogs if, however, this certain person, reads your journal..
12:23:30 AM Bogs he or she might be interested in what your writing,
12:23:39 AM Bogs and most possibly curious of what is going on in your life..
12:23:53 AM paolo_coates_02 is that so?..
12:24:05 AM Bogs once or twice is good,..
12:24:16 AM Bogs but if it happens for more than that, it must mean something..
12:24:26 AM Bogs either he or she is deeply interested
12:24:36 AM Bogs or that person is simply caught up and entertained..
12:24:52 AM paolo_coates_02 i mean i don't know what's going on with that person's life right now.. no continuous communication as of now..
12:25:05 AM paolo_coates_02 and it bugs me why is that person reading my blogs..
12:25:22 AM paolo_coates_02 i know you know her mr ninja operator
12:25:32 AM Bogs I think I do.
12:25:34 AM paolo_coates_02 she have everything in my multiply
12:25:53 AM paolo_coates_02 she have read everything..some are not only once..
12:26:37 AM Bogs well, if I base my answer on what I know about you two, I think she is quite interested in you and in what you're doing..
12:26:47 AM Bogs I say this based on what I think right now..
12:27:03 AM Bogs I think she is expecting some form of interaction..
12:27:15 AM Bogs I don't know what that is, but I think you know it deep inside you..
12:27:23 AM Bogs the most intriguing part is..
12:27:35 AM Bogs you know it, you may just not be conscious about it..
12:27:49 AM Bogs it might not for today, or tomorrow..
12:27:52 AM Bogs but it takes time.
12:28:23 AM Bogs the very fact that she's reading it, and as you said, all of it, is something worth noting..
12:28:30 AM paolo_coates_02 we're not in a sort of good terms right now..we're not talking like for 2 months already...
12:29:07 AM Bogs then maybe that's the reason why, you feel bugged, maybe you miss talking to her, and she, the same way..
12:29:17 AM Bogs and as i said,
12:29:28 AM Bogs you know it, you may just not be conscious about it..
12:29:46 AM paolo_coates_02 oh i see..
12:29:59 AM paolo_coates_02 to tell you the truth..i'm drawing blanks right now...
12:30:01 AM Bogs while it's true I cannot give you the exact answer
12:30:05 AM paolo_coates_02 good thing work's done already...
12:31:01 AM Bogs great..
12:31:04 AM Bogs going back..
12:31:06 AM Bogs while it's true I cannot give you the exact answer
12:31:22 AM Bogs it's entirely true that the answer you're looking for is inside you..
12:31:35 AM Bogs ang hirap talaga..
12:31:40 AM Bogs pero, maiisip mo na lang bigla..
12:32:01 AM Bogs na-experience ko yung, "shit, eh hindi ko nga alam yung nangyayari!"
12:32:13 AM Bogs ang hirap hukayin..
12:32:16 AM paolo_coates_02 mr operator in english please
12:32:23 AM Bogs tengenemen
12:32:26 AM paolo_coates_02 or you're gonna fail this examination
12:32:31 AM Bogs hindi naman ako binabayaran dito..
12:32:36 AM Bogs kapitalismo
12:32:40 AM Bogs imperyalismo
12:32:46 AM paolo_coates_02 i know you're making another siopao on your hands right now
12:32:47 AM paolo_coates_02 hahaha
12:32:49 AM Bogs korapsyon sa ating pamahalaan
12:32:53 AM paolo_coates_02 just to get your point
12:33:00 AM Bogs siopao?
12:33:34 AM paolo_coates_02 PR thing
12:33:34 AM paolo_coates_02 hahahah
12:33:54 AM paolo_coates_02 going back
12:33:54 AM paolo_coates_02 explain clearly
12:33:59 AM Bogs but i know that you completely understand what i'm trying to say..
12:34:26 AM paolo_coates_02 yes..with the siopao on your hand..
12:34:47 AM Bogs hahaha! gets//
12:35:05 AM paolo_coates_02 hahah
12:35:26 AM paolo_coates_02 what if i told you that it's my fault why we're in this situation right now?
12:37:38 AM Bogs even if its your fault, in my opinion, it's not important as of now..
12:37:54 AM paolo_coates_02 why?
12:38:32 AM Bogs you realizing it's your fault is already an establishing point where you begin to realize the situation..
12:38:45 AM Bogs and it's not bad..
12:40:01 AM paolo_coates_02 i see...
12:40:07 AM paolo_coates_02 back to the blog thing...
12:40:46 AM paolo_coates_02 she's posting stuffs this site and i can read it everytime..i don't know if i'm just overreacting or i'm just affected
12:42:05 AM paolo_coates_02 before i've posted hints that i have posted something over my blogsite..but now i don't..i just don't know why she keeps on checking out my page..
12:43:00 AM Bogs as i see it, you're not over-reacting
12:43:08 AM Bogs affected yes,
12:43:13 AM Bogs but not in a bad way..
12:43:59 AM paolo_coates_02 i see
12:44:52 AM Bogs you miss talking to her, bonding moments niyo.. yun yung nakikita ko..
12:45:15 AM paolo_coates_02 i don't wanna assume the same thing for her..
12:45:59 AM paolo_coates_02 right now i don't observe that from what she's doing...
12:46:12 AM paolo_coates_02 and i don't wanna trust in my observations for now....
12:46:34 AM Bogs right, digs pre..
12:47:20 AM paolo_coates_02 so still drawing blank right now..i haven't handled anything like this before so you could say that "i'm a noob" at this..
12:47:47 AM Bogs okay lang yan, sa totoo lang wala naman expert dyan eh, kahit si papa jack natatanga lang..
12:48:03 AM Bogs ang tunay na expert ay yung kalooban natin..
12:48:05 AM paolo_coates_02 cause before this one i have planned ahead na if ever eh..dito wala talaga
12:48:26 AM Bogs okay lang tol, hindi mo rin kailangan planuhin lahat,
12:48:43 AM Bogs ang mas maigi ay yung kung paano kikilos pag nangyari na..
12:49:11 AM Bogs kasi kahit pinag-planuhan mo yung mangyayari, case-to-case basis din yan..
12:49:13 AM Bogs parang PR,
12:49:18 AM Bogs there's no one solution..
12:49:26 AM paolo_coates_02 that's what i'm thinking right now..
12:49:35 AM paolo_coates_02 i dont' know what to do when that time comes na magkita kami
12:50:29 AM Bogs 2 months without talking, I'll agree with you kung sasabihin mong mahirap..
12:50:54 AM Bogs same way when I thought Boj and Jimson were together, and I didn't talk to her for the whole summer..
12:51:00 AM Bogs nandun ka mehn..
12:51:04 AM Bogs hindi madali..
12:51:23 AM paolo_coates_02 i know tol...we've been in the same position
12:51:32 AM paolo_coates_02 and i'm into that position right now..
12:51:38 AM paolo_coates_02 and i don't know what to do..
12:51:43 AM paolo_coates_02 gaya nga ng sabi mo mahirap
12:51:48 AM paolo_coates_02 shet na 2months yan
12:52:17 AM Bogs sa totoo lang, parang cliche pakinggan, pero nilakasan ko na lang talaga yung loob ko nuon..
12:52:24 AM Bogs parang "Pakapalan na to!"
12:52:35 AM Bogs pero tamang bilis lang..
12:53:04 AM Bogs at wala talagang pinagplanuhan whatsoever
12:53:26 AM Bogs kaya minsan tiklop sa ilang situations..
12:53:42 AM Bogs like meeting her parents, talking to her high school friends..
12:53:49 AM paolo_coates_02 ha...un lang..hindi ko alam kung magagawa ko un..remember nung after nung seminar kay mam annie? nasa kubo tayo?..she tried staying as long as i'm there..but i didn't have the guts to talk to her..
12:54:15 AM Bogs wait lang tol,
12:54:19 AM Bogs medyo na-distract ako..
12:54:28 AM Bogs may pa-next kasi na umupo sa tapat ng desk ko..
12:54:30 AM Bogs :))
12:54:31 AM Bogs anyway
12:54:33 AM Bogs OMG
12:54:36 AM Bogs nandun na pala..
12:55:04 AM Bogs tol, sa palagay ko, walang kaso dun..
12:55:25 AM Bogs hindi naman lahat ng pagkakataon, kahit pagplanuhan, magagawa yung dapat nangyari..
12:55:44 AM Bogs tulad nga ng sabi ng iba, "malay mo hindi pa yun yung panahon".
12:56:56 AM paolo_coates_02 cause i think that's where she's drawn the line..
12:57:53 AM Bogs digs, pero kung ngayon na nakikita natin na interesado pa siya, maybe the shop is not closed at all..
12:58:05 AM Bogs it might not be the biggest chance..
12:58:13 AM Bogs but some small things matter..
12:58:20 AM Bogs and some things start small..
12:58:40 AM paolo_coates_02 you think so?...
12:58:56 AM Bogs pangit pakinggan pero, "oportunista" might be the next word i'm looking for..
12:59:01 AM paolo_coates_02 i don't have any idea right now..blank kung blank talaga..
1:00:11 AM Bogs contemplation, balikan mo yung mga gusto mong mangyari..
1:00:28 AM Bogs start where you left off
1:00:50 AM Bogs in my case,
1:00:54 AM Bogs ang sabi ko sa sarili ko..
1:00:56 AM paolo_coates_02 that's way back pero it's worth a try...
1:01:08 AM Bogs di bale nang masaktan, kasi alam ko ginawa ko lahat ng makakaya ko..
1:01:24 AM Bogs at kung magkamali, malalaman ko kung anong itatama ko..
1:01:38 AM Bogs kasi ako nuon talaga sabi ko, I have nothing to lose..
1:02:00 AM Bogs kung mag-fail ako, walang difference kung ano ako bago ko sinubukan yung gagawin ko..
1:02:42 AM paolo_coates_02 lihis muna ako no...pasend mamaya nung thesis natin bro..
1:02:51 AM Bogs alright sure no prob..
1:02:53 AM paolo_coates_02 evuulleili@gmail.com
1:02:58 AM paolo_coates_02 back to the ball game
1:03:08 AM Bogs ano pala nangyari sa playoffs?
1:03:21 AM paolo_coates_02 check mo nalang www.nba.com
1:03:51 AM Bogs panalo oklahoma
1:03:54 AM paolo_coates_02 may isshare ako sayo
1:04:02 AM Bogs go~
1:04:04 AM paolo_coates_02 sinabi lang naman na hindi ko pwedeng sabihin sakanya...
1:04:54 AM paolo_coates_02
confidential
1:05:05 AM paolo_coates_02
confidential
1:05:27 AM paolo_coates_02
confidential
1:05:43 AM Bogs
confidential
1:06:19 AM paolo_coates_02 and everyone i talk to is urging me to make a move
1:06:27 AM Bogs a/nd then go!
1:06:32 AM Bogs that's your signal tol
1:06:44 AM Bogs at tol,
1:06:54 AM Bogs kung ako masusunod, let it be your inspiration..
1:07:19 AM paolo_coates_02 and sa lahat ng tao pati si joannang paker eh pinagsabihan ako
1:07:36 AM Bogs let it be your motivation man..
1:07:53 AM Bogs i'm very much confident you know exactly what to do,
1:08:03 AM Bogs you might not be conscious about it, but you do..
1:08:14 AM Bogs and i know you'll do very well..
1:08:30 AM Bogs you have the love inside you, and it's just waiting to be shared..
1:09:34 AM paolo_coates_02 i'm telling everyone na hindi ko alam gagawin ko
1:09:48 AM paolo_coates_02 everytime na they try to tell me to do something
1:10:36 AM Bogs if you don't want to miss the chance, bring it to her personally..
1:11:03 AM Bogs ayokong sabihin kasi na buy flowers and chocolates, because you'll need more than that..
1:11:34 AM Bogs motivation and the push forward..
1:11:39 AM Bogs reinforcement..
1:12:07 AM Bogs yun tol, konting abante pa..
1:12:32 AM Bogs if you know for yourself you're going to tell her the truth, then tell it to her truthfully,
1:12:52 AM Bogs if you know for yourself you're going to tell her what you feel, then tell it to her like exactly what you feel..
1:14:12 AM Bogs there's nothing wrong with it cause your telling something that is true..
1:14:57 AM Bogs whatever it is holding yo back, it doesn't matter now,
1:16:35 AM paolo_coates_02 okay
1:16:39 AM paolo_coates_02 i see
1:16:53 AM paolo_coates_02 thanks
1:17:39 AM Bogs at pwede mo akong batuhin ng burger kung hindi totoo ang mga sinasabi ko..
1:18:45 AM paolo_coates_02 okay na tol
1:18:49 AM paolo_coates_02 magburger tayo next time
1:18:51 AM paolo_coates_02 sa sat
1:19:04 AM paolo_coates_02 pag dinaanan ko jan ung magazine
1:19:36 AM Bogs punta din pala ako school sa saturday, dadalin ko yung resibo for 1st sem enrollment..
1:20:48 AM Bogs mali, kukunin ko palang pala yung resibo..
1:21:35 AM paolo_coates_02 sige punta nalang din tayo school
1:21:51 AM Bogs nagbayad ka na pala nung monday no?
1:22:02 AM paolo_coates_02 yup
1:22:07 AM paolo_coates_02 di pa ko nagpapatatak ng id
1:22:10 AM Bogs ako the next day pa..
1:22:18 AM Bogs yung intro to la salle, sa may 16 pa ata ma-a-add
1:24:51 AM paolo_coates_02 yup
1:24:53 AM paolo_coates_02 iadd na natin
1:27:15 AM Bogs that's right..
1:27:39 AM Bogs na-e-lss ako sa kanta ng humanfolk,
1:27:57 AM Bogs ang lyrics niya:
1:28:10 AM Bogs a ba ka da e ga ha i la ma na nga o pa ra sa ta u wa ya..
1:29:15 AM Bogs the whole song ganun lang..
1:29:25 AM Bogs kung trip mo, look for Humanfolk - Para Sa Tao
1:29:28 AM Bogs sa youtube..
1:29:30 AM Bogs hahahah!
1:29:31 AM paolo_coates_02 ako nga ung you and i eh
1:29:34 AM Bogs a ba ka da e ga ha i la ma na nga o pa ra sa ta u wa ya..
1:29:45 AM Bogs You and I, will never say goodbye?
1:29:57 AM paolo_coates_02 nope
1:30:05 AM paolo_coates_02 BY CHANCE (YOU AND I)
1:30:09 AM paolo_coates_02 hahaha
1:30:12 AM paolo_coates_02 A.S.S
1:30:21 AM Bogs ah...
1:30:23 AM Bogs hahaaha!
1:30:24 AM Bogs and then go!
1:30:55 AM paolo_coates_02 hahahaha
1:30:57 AM paolo_coates_02 kakatuwa eh
katamaran magsulat...ayan..copy paste....work na ulit.....haiiiiiii..............
i looked at the sky and saw the moon shining brightly..sky is clear...but could only see a few stars..then i remembered you......