first week of school was quite not okay..still adjusting with the sched and environment..its great to see the whole army again and actually spending time with them in our little kubo..enough for the small talk..
i have this weird feeling that i can't explain..i don't know what it is or why do i feel it..to tell you, this is the first time that i didn't want to attend the first day of class..but i actually went to school..i am pretty sure i am not yet ready to face everyone..well maybe, just maybe...
this is the 2nd week of the sem... and still, i don't wanna do a single thing...(now playing - The Scientist/Coldplay)
its not that i don't actually wanna talk to her nor call her attention..i just don't know what to say to her..i don't know how should i act in front of her whenever she's there...(now playing - Kismet/Silent Sanctuary) i don't know what to do...weakness strikes...
i just talked to the ninjas about something and the last part of the think-a-lots would be based on that..though i am still not yet ready to make that one as i need more time to think...and think....
a simple learning from a band i knew way back years ago....
"ask others for advice, listen to both your heart and mind..decide before you face everyone"
**as long as i see you smiling and laughing, even though i'm not the one behind it, i'm happy.. even if you don't see it and probably feel it..i miss talking to you so much...i might not be able to approach you because i don't know what to say and how to start..but, i just want you to know..i'm just here if you need me.....
....................always..."
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