Its been 6 months since my last blog entry.. i have read every one of my past blogs and one thing is for sure.. i have done so many things for someone, sacrificed and be hurt at the same time.. but that's life.. no one can predict life or anything that will happen.. you can't tell what will happen tomorrow or even the next minute.. you can't even tell if you and her (or you and him) will last or not, or if the two of you are meant to be, no...
i have experienced being "fucked up" by life.. being there and loving someone, the thoughts of that person loving you back.. but at the end, it didn't work out.. and then regret comes.. started thinking about the what ifs.. those moments in your life you spent thinking about everything you could have done brings pain along with it.. and in the end, you'll realize how fucked up you are.. but you can't do anything to change what's done..
I've wasted 6 months or more thinking about what to do with my life.. i'll admit i still adore that person.. and i hope one day when the two of us meet again somewhere in this vast world.. i will have the courage to say "Long time no see....."
