Life ~ Time

11:11pm June 26, 2011 Sunday

so i promised one of my friends that i would post part of my hidden life story here..i said hidden because only few of the earthlings knows about it and i mean only a few..

okay so here it goes...

i can't say much about my highschool life but i enjoyed it..it was in 2nd year high that the tropang trekking was formed...mike, kelci, jat, bien and I was the first members of the tropa..after a year, Jm, Nikki, Jd and Mai was added to our block.. Jat's sister, Jill; was added after a month or less.. that made a solid 10member tropa.. our last year in highschool came like a flash..had a girlfriend that time during the 2nd quarter of the school year that lasted 6 months(yeah 1st day of college we broke up)..i've been into playing tennis and other sports.. been studying how to cook (well since grade 6 i've been practicing)..animes and stuffs, computer games...that's my highschool life..i'm a very carefree person..love it smooth and with no delay...

college comes and decided to study at DLSU-D..i remembered running along the sidewalks of the oval with JM just to beat the 5:30pm closing time of the registrar to pass my application form for Nursing..but that's not the first time that i am in lasalle that time..i've been to the school a couple of times because my older sister (yeah me being the youngest) and my older cousin studied and graduated in that school..weeks have passed and yeah i passed the nursing entrance exam..met my fellow nursing blockmates (too bad JM was in the other block..haha)..been dragged into playing dota along with my blockmates...ending up playing for funds (well, managed to finish 1st year because of that)..2nd year came and yeah..bad luck strikes...failed Anatomy class..and because of the retention policy, we're not allowed to fail any subject, minor and major alike...i decided to shift course rather than transferring schools..so decided to take up AB COM with my fella JM (i know i know..)..

ate noi was no stranger to me and me to her..same with the MPR Boys..and guess what?..sir pearls conducted the interview..destiny? don't think so..i think it was a matter of luck.. blah blah blah...been to the batch of com22 that time (graduates of 2010-2011)..the first reco with them was a memorable one..that is the first time we've met Jordan..not knowing that time that he was from HSI too just like me and my buddy and he's a blockmate of ours (he's com22 too..)..Jordan was very silent..but that was our mistake..months passed and summer term came..opened up a petition for comm100..met jordan again and some familiar faces..much happened that i don't wanna tell cause its boring...oh..that's the time i've met rizza and x..and automatically became a member of Silvertongue....

i'll just continue next time...i'm tired.....

i thought i could stop counting..but no...

listen to both....

its 12:28 am and i'm still doing my copywriting assignment a.k.a portfolio..my bro is sound asleep and also my mom on the other room..currently drinking coffee with lotsa sugar to keep me awake..

first week of school was quite not okay..still adjusting with the sched and environment..its great to see the whole army again and actually spending time with them in our little kubo..enough for the small talk..

i have this weird feeling that i can't explain..i don't know what it is or why do i feel it..to tell you, this is the first time that i didn't want to attend the first day of class..but i actually went to school..i am pretty sure i am not yet ready to face everyone..well maybe, just maybe...

this is the 2nd week of the sem... and still, i don't wanna do a single thing...(now playing - The Scientist/Coldplay) 

its not that i don't actually wanna talk to her nor call her attention..i just don't know what to say to her..i don't know how should i act in front of her whenever she's there...(now playing - Kismet/Silent Sanctuary) i don't know what to do...weakness strikes...

i just talked to the ninjas about something and the last part of the think-a-lots would be based on that..though i am still not yet ready to make that one as i need more time to think...and think....

a simple learning from a band i knew way back years ago....

"ask others for advice, listen to both your heart and mind..decide before you face everyone"

**as long as i see you smiling and laughing, even though i'm not the one behind it, i'm happy.. even if you don't see it and probably feel it..i miss talking to you so much...i might not be able to approach you because i don't know what to say and how to start..but, i just want you to know..i'm just here if you need me.....

....................always..."

short stop.....

its 8:08pm now..cold....at JM's place with mike and of course JM... i dunno why i composed another blog (told myself that i would end my blogging with a simple note...). so i guess this is not the last one to be on the list...

the first week of the sem finally ended...rest mode...i actually can't decide if i should come to toycon or not...yes, i wanted to go...but given the circumstances and current status of my actions and behavior...i do not want to decide at all..i'm waiting for confirmations.....

"Gusto kitang mayakap, sa araw-araw. Gusto ko talaga. Pero sa tuwing maiisip kong gawin yun, nakikita kong masaya ka naman pala. Pero sana mapasaya din kita, sa abot ng makakaya ko. Sobrang miss na miss na kita." - got this from a friend of mine......same feelings.....

you make me smile when you are near i don't know why? you cheer me up when i am down.. i thank you for that... but like what the song tells me everytime i listen to it...you are the greatest thing that ever happen to me, and even you're not mine, i'd still be yours....