I want to tell you about Her

It was a great day so to speak. But things get really sour when night came..
Its only by a form of miscommunication and misunderstanding that reverts everything into a night of crying..
But its not enough to let my feelings for her waver.

Wei, Wu, Shu

Its been long since I've posted something here. 

I've been very busy lately with work and some stuff back at home.

Been a little bit busy doing nothing

Its been awhile since my last post here. I've been very busy quite of late doing templates and stuff.

So yeah, templates. quite tedious i should say. The computer i'm using in the office doesn't have the programs that i need to make a good template (Photoshop). It doesn't hurt to use Paint or Powerpoint (better use what's installed so yeah.) to create simple template. My best ally would probably be the Snipping Tool.
Oh yeah, most of the time at work, if i'm not processing any books; I'm just watching movies. Yeah MOVIES you got that right. I think this week alone i've finished more than a dozen (seriously).

Moving on.

I am also been into playing Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney in a Nintendo DS emulator that i've installed on my phone a few days ago. Well, the title itself calls forth what the game is all about; Phoenix Wright as an Attorney. In this game, you'll be given court cases to work on to, you need to win those cases as a Defense Attorney for the defendant (the one who is being accused as a suspect for the crime). There is also a Prosecutor (one who calls forth witnesses to prove that your client is well, guilty of the crime). The way to win every case is to have proof/evidence that would support your claims and find loopholes on the witness' testimony/ies. The prosecutor, will do his best to contradict your claims by presenting proofs they acquired (although its always under the Court Files available for viewing everytime).

I do enjoy this game because it tells a little bit something about how we should treat others. Mostly blaming others for things that they didn't do. Baseless accusations counts to nothing in this life, you just put the other person at risk and puts your credibility as a truthful person into shambles. If you wanna prove something, do it with facts and not with baseless claims. Do not persecute others for the wrongs that they didn't do. "Evidence is everything" as to what Von Karma (he's not a good guy in the game but hey, what he said is true). Well, to put it simply, do not look for an escape goat for the wrong thing/s that you have done.

This goes for me too. I really have no space for people like that, well, who would in their right minds?
It just goes to show that i do not tolerate those kinds of people. Most of the time i stay quiet, just observing and talk little. Talk little in a sense that i only say what is needed. If you need to say something, go say it but do not expect me to answer or give feedback to it. I won't as long as i don't have any reason to do so. I'll talk if its needed, i'll blurt out specific words that will supplement the topic in discussion, at the same time giving out solid source/s for the info. There's not much to tell as i'm tired dealing with those kind (people fond of lying) but hey, just go with what you want to do. I'll just observe from now on.

50 Questions out of boredom

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? 
I dunno


2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? 
years and years ago


3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? 
yes, i do not write in cursive, italic print elvish thing handwriting


4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? 
ham


5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? 
nope


6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? 
yes 


7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? 
yes, yes, and did i say yes?


8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? 
yes 


9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? 
hahahahhahahahahahah. no 


10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? 
none


11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? 
nope


12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? 
maybe. or rather sometimes


13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? 
cookies and cream, no particular brand


14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? 
eyes 


15. RED OR PINK? 
red 


16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? 
errr.. i dunno


17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? 
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha 


18. WHO DO YOU LIKE MOST? 
hahahahahaha weird weird questions..


19. WHAT COLOR SHOES ARE YOU WEARING? 
black 


20. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? 
Turon :3


21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? 
students flipping pages of their books


22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? 
gray :))


23. FAVORITE SMELLS? 
vanilla and a Ferrari Body Spray


24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? 
phone phone phone.. talked to....uhhhh... oh yeah, my bestfriend since highschool 


25. MOUNTAIN HIDEAWAY OR BEACH HOUSE? 
why can't it be both? ahahahaha, BEACH HOUSE 


26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? 
not that fave though, basketball


27. HAIR COLOR? 
blackity black black black


28. EYE COLOR? 
dark brown going black


29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? 
nope


30. FAVORITE FOOD? 
uhhh.. too many to mention (i wish it was FAVORITE FOODS so that i would make a list..hahaha)
Tonkatsu, spaghetti (not a fan of white sauce) and Paksiw :3


31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? 
Scary movies hahahah


32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? 
I am Legend


33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? 
Blue polo


34. SUMMER OR WINTER? 
neither


35. HUGS OR KISSES? 
both, depends on who from 


36. FAVORITE DESSERT? 
ube, leche flan


37. STRENGTH TRAINING OR CARDIO? 
cardio


38. COMPUTER OR TELEVISION? 
Both


39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? 
Prey and other Filipino authored books


40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? 
none, plain a4tech mouse


41. ANY TATTOOS? 
nope


42. FAVORITE SOUND? 
there's so many


43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES? 
neither 


44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME? 
Subic. way back 3rd or 4th year highschool, last fieldtrip. its just like 3-4hrs travel :))


45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT? 
i dunno hahahah


46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? 
Las Piñas City


47. WHERE ARE YOU LIVING NOW? 
Bacoor, Cavite


48. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR HOUSE? 
Gray, no paint. not even finished yet..hahahahaha


49. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR CAR? 
i don't have my own. Black for the family car


50. ANY PETS? 
A dog named Bundoch and a nameless cat 

Questions sent by a friend..

11:58am 

November 5, 2013

Tuesday

So my friend forwarded this questionnaire to me via facebook. So yeah, i am here with my answers to this random but enlightening set of questions from somewhere over the rainbow. 

 

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel? 

• The second one. First one is a must when telling somebody how you feel about them.

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way? 

•  The last time i was really really angry was like when i was around 9-12years old and somebody lost the remote control for my RC. Nah, its just a toy anyway and besides, its normal for a kid at that age to be angry for losing toys. hahahaha

3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them? 

•  This is situational, if i personally know the captain of the airplane, i would call him (if he does not know about the fire at the back or if he's too busy looking at that red warning on his headboard) and notify him so that he may still attempt an emergency landing. If the first one is not applicable, i will probably call anyone from my family and tell them of my luck riding on a burning plane *sarcasm*

4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid? 

• I won't tell them because i don't want them to be down and be different around me. Well, do stuffs i wanna do and execute all my activity plans. Just enjoy myself out before retiring this earthly bod of mine. You can't remove fear in a person given that situation. At first there would be fear, but then all you can do is accept what will happen after a month.

5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust. 

• I would choose trust. It's easy to love someone but its hard to gain trust from that someone even if you love him/her. And i do believe that its better to say "i trust you" than "i love you".

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not? 

• I would. I can find another work but i can't replace other's life. 

7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most? 

•  the second one. being hurt while inlove is part of the risks involve in a relationship but getting your trust destroyed is simply the hardest one to face. As they say, Trust takes time to build and seconds to break.

8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say? 

• Its a win/win for me. I wouldn't say it like that of course hahaha. For a guy, its hard to say what you truly feel so in turn, i would just let her feel how much i feel about her.

9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not? 

•  I will not because surely he/she would get mad at me for wasting 1year of my life for them to be back for just an hour. If its of equivalent trade (sacrifice 1year = they get to live for 1year) then i would do so.

10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend? 

•  Yes

11. Does love = sex? 

• No

12. Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not? 

•  If i have another work to blitz into and if i'm still a bachelor when this situation rises, then yeah. But if i also have a family to support then certainly no.

13. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person? 

•  SKIIIIPPPP!!!

14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite/same sex, you love them or that you do not love them back? 

•  i dunno, for me they weigh the same.. ^_^"

15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose? 

•  Life. do i still need to explain why? hahaha

16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you? 

•  Everyday to my mom.

17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why? 

•  The chickenpox outbreak within the family so that i could donate my blood for a friend of mine who will be undergo an operation this month.
  

18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not? 

•  Yes, If that would save person's life. We only have one life so save it.

19. You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision? 

•  I wish i still had my granny..

20. Are you old fashioned? 

•  Most of my personality: yes.

21. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it? 

•  uhhh.. everytime? i just do what i need to do and does not expect anything in return. Expectation kills. hahah

22. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why? 

•  First one because i will learn something that i won't learn when i indeed choose the second option (there's nothing substantial to learn from this option).

23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?

• Be immortal, have a photographic memory, and have a memory that never fades. Some would be against immortality and say "they don't want to see their loved ones perish right before their eyes" but you'll have to deal with something close to that at some point in your life. For me, to choose those three, would just want to be the one that the past generations left for the enlightenment of the future generations. I would be a living epitaph for things that happened in the past. To sacrifice my life to see everyone close to me age and retire but on the other hand live and share knowledge on future generation is an okay trade.